The first tales - Denmark 1984-2009
I’ve always liked to tell stories. To fantasize and also write the fantasies down. As a child I loved to invent new worlds. It was as if my life was a big collage of imaginary worlds; one day I entered one, another day another one. It was not like I was disconnected from the outside world. I just had all these games and role plays and books and stuff in my head. Could I get my younger sisters and friends to join - even better. Until I was about 13 it seemed to me that I was living the most fantastic tale I could have ever imagined.
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Well... at least until puberty and suddenly everything got complicated. I became self conscious, insecure and got too occupied with coping with the social pressure I felt to do everything right and so. You already know the stereotype I guess. Meanwhile I’ve always been convinced that I was someone special. Like a feeling of being born to become something different. I know it’s not a very humble (a for sure not very Danish) way of thinking but nether the less, I had this feeling, and to be honest it has never really left me. My point is though that I think in someway it has been my way to orientate my self through life so far - I’ll get back to that.
My crisis went on until I turned around 24. Quite a while… It’s not that it was all miserable and difficult off cause, not at all, but that is the moment where I think I got my clarity back. I remember a day walking around in Fælleden, a big park in Copenhagen, and it stroke me that exactly MY life was the life I wanted to live. Nobody else’s. At that moment I was planning to move to Argentina for an undefined period of time with the bandoneon by my side. My real life had overcome my childish fantasies and I was ready for life to throw me away…
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